But yes, currently in that state.
I feel like screaming in your face to tell you the state I'm in now because I don't like it, but I can't do much about it. I'm restraining myself to do anything about it-at all, and I'll try to not care.
Though I think I’ve made it clear before, that I do not like this at all. I have no idea which of the dislike part that you guys do not understand.
But you know... I've been turning a blind eye for months now, and I don't think I can handle much of it. It makes me go cuckoo. And makes me wanting to hurt you guys more... Ughh. *go away fugly thoughts*
I can handle this. I know I can...
See the positive views from all of this, Epah! Ohhh, fcuk it. There's nothing positive in it at all. Zero. Zippo. Nada.
Still, I won't let it get to me. I won't. Sigh... I hate you for making me this way.
Go screw yourselves!