Sunday, January 31, 2010

My Weekend.

It takes just one person to make you feel on top of the world.
It takes another to make that world crumble and fall.
Life is full of bizarre expectations.
&Some things are not to be expected.
Come what may, because I know...this too shall pass.


Friday, January 22, 2010


Apart from all the little commotion and obvious shown of confusion and sadness, I must admit, I'm pretty damn happy right now.
Really happy. &I can still be 1st. :)

Babe, I thank you for that; for what you did today...
At least I am more at a peace of mind now. =)

I'll see you next week? Can't wait to!!!

xxx ;)

Harleen, I have big news. Will tell you ba, don't worry. :)

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Second place.

I'm always the 2nd choice, never the 1st one.

I'm always never good enough.

'Bout time I should just accept the truth.

About time,..


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

You have no idea what I'm going through. :)

Dear you,

Basically what I've been doing is downloading and watching movies over and over again.. My life pretty much sucks so bad lately up until the point I feel so numb. I don't know what to do.

Now, I'm in this state of waiting for something to happen, because you know and I know... We both can't do anything about this. Mostly me. All I can do is wait.

I'm just waiting for that moment to come, and for me to fall so I can pick myself up again. Hey, listen to me. It wasn't any of your fault. I left 2 years ago, I made that mistake. You can't feel guilty for what I did, right?

I pray, with all my heart for your happiness; now and forever. InsyaAllah it's gonna turn out just fine. If it won't, time will heal baby. Time will heal.

I love you. =)

&Ohh, I accidentally downloaded this movie, "A Lot Like Love", watched it already and it turned out to be more like a lot like us. But, with you know, with a happy ending. Our ending haven't even started.

Keep that smile on your face, no more sad faces. OK? :)


Thursday, January 7, 2010

Seven pounds.

I just finished watching Seven Pounds. Clare recommended it and told me it's a good movie. I've had the movie in my laptop since last year which I got it from Chris. (aww, I miss Chris. & I miss you too, Clare)


Finally took the liberty of my time and sat down to watch it.

Turns out I had missed a lot by not watching this movie so much earlier on when I had it with me all this while.

I'd say... It's one of the most beautiful and inspiring movie I've ever watched. It's touchingly sad. =')

I have always been a Will Smith fan too, I find all his works quite marvelous. Hats off and a big clap. Great movie, you should watch it too. :)

Friday, January 1, 2010

Woot Woot!

I was in the car heading back from a cousin's wedding today, and all of a sudden I was like "Eh, it's 2010 already?" Everyone in the car started laughing. Lol. Yeah, it is 2010.

Subhannallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Akbar.

We've made it this far. ;)
Be thankful that we've made it this far. New resolutions anybody? Me? I've never really had one... I do hope every year is better than the one before. & I hope that for all of you too.

Thank you for being in my life, thank you for coloring my life. You've made me who I am today, & I've too.

So to all the people I know, Happy New Year 2010. Let's sit down, take a moment to look back at all the things we've been through; through thick and thin.

&Also, prayers to all the people I have lost in my life. Prayers to the loved ones, prayers to everybody.


Have a good year ahead! InsyaAllah.