Basically what I've been doing is downloading and watching movies over and over again.. My life pretty much sucks so bad lately up until the point I feel so numb. I don't know what to do.
Now, I'm in this state of waiting for something to happen, because you know and I know... We both can't do anything about this. Mostly me. All I can do is wait.
I'm just waiting for that moment to come, and for me to fall so I can pick myself up again. Hey, listen to me. It wasn't any of your fault. I left 2 years ago, I made that mistake. You can't feel guilty for what I did, right?
I pray, with all my heart for your happiness; now and forever. InsyaAllah it's gonna turn out just fine. If it won't, time will heal baby. Time will heal.
I love you. =)
&Ohh, I accidentally downloaded this movie, "A Lot Like Love", watched it already and it turned out to be more like a lot like us. But, with you know, with a happy ending. Our ending haven't even started.
Keep that smile on your face, no more sad faces. OK? :)
I just finished watching Seven Pounds. Clare recommended it and told me it's a good movie. I've had the movie in my laptop since last year which I got it from Chris. (aww, I miss Chris. & I miss you too, Clare)
Finally took the liberty of my time and sat down to watch it.
Turns out I had missed a lot by not watching this movie so much earlier on when I had it with me all this while.
I'd say... It's one of the most beautiful and inspiring movie I've ever watched. It's touchingly sad. =')
I have always been a Will Smith fan too, I find all his works quite marvelous. Hats off and a big clap. Great movie, you should watch it too. :)
I was in the car heading back from a cousin's wedding today, and all of a sudden I was like "Eh, it's 2010 already?" Everyone in the car started laughing. Lol. Yeah, it is 2010.
Subhannallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Akbar.
We've made it this far. ;) Be thankful that we've made it this far. New resolutions anybody? Me? I've never really had one... I do hope every year is better than the one before. & I hope that for all of you too.
Thank you for being in my life, thank you for coloring my life. You've made me who I am today, & I've too.
So to all the people I know, Happy New Year 2010. Let's sit down, take a moment to look back at all the things we've been through; through thick and thin.
&Also, prayers to all the people I have lost in my life. Prayers to the loved ones, prayers to everybody.