What now?

I'm so tired of playing games that I'm thinking of giving up. Going about it in my thoughts over and over again just makes me miserable. I think I should stop and try making myself happy for a change and not continue on worrying about you.

So what if you don't care about me? What if I'm just nothing to you? I can't do anything about it and I can't force you too, true?
I'm a nobody to you for a reason.
The best thing I could do is just leave you and let you live your own life without me tagging along and ruining a part of your life. I'm sorry if I did so.. You just mean a lot to me.

All I want to do now is get rid of these feelings and let you be happy without me. Though I want you to know, I do care.

It is of course easier to be said than done...