Happy Chinese New Year 2010!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

It's the year of the tiger! Rawrrr! LOL.

Though...

I'm sad for not going back to celebrate this new year with the family.

Pity mama there's too much stuff going on at home she can't go back..

Kung kung!!! Next year okayy! I miss you! I love you!

So sad...I actually shed a few tears while watching the fireworks from afar. Damn. :(

Of relationships, complications & you...

Sometimes we are too busy to notice our surrounding, we keep this fast pace in our lives so we can catch up with almost everything. Sometimes we don't notice the little details that makes the whole picture perfect. Sometimes we go so fast we tend to leave out words.

Sometimes words...tend to slip out of our mouths...

Without mutual understanding, it can create chaos. I'm just a girl; asking for you to understand me. I'm trying really hard right here. &Most of all, I love you.

Sometimes, we just forgot to stop...And smell the flowers.

I'm sorry.

Talking about needs.

All of a sudden I'm having this urge of having pet cats. Or to be more precise, just a cat. I miss having cats I can play with or even talk to every time I feel like it. They don't complain like humans do so it's always a plus. It's more of a plus because humans too need listeners once in awhile.

But you know after thinking it over and over again, although it's cute to have a cute pet but maybe it's not such a good idea. Since I'll be away for campus and there won't be anybody that would take care of my cat(if I would actually have one)voluntarily.

And of course, after all the hamsters I used to have that died on me...and also my sisters. Maybe it really is not a good idea. I even had a hamster that ran away from it's cage. Was found a week after, then gone again a few days after that. Take note though, I wasn't the one taking care of them, I was in Uni. LOL. Still I feel sorry for them.

Aaah... Alright.

Let's just get down to business and let me tell you what I really want...

I really want to get this out of my chest.

Actually,

..........I really want satays. LOL.

Yes.....satays. :)

Open Your Eyes.

Oh yes, my holiday is coming to an end. Real soon. I still haven't started my journey of finding myself though. LOL. Though I did find a part of me. In somebody else. :)

You know what, I just noticed something. I've been behaving in this mundane-kind-of-behavior lately. It's a good start for a new version of me. 'Cause you gotta admit, getting excited at almost anything can be a little dull, not to say annoying(and bothers the hell out of me in a way)sometimes. Not that I'm saying it's not fun to do so. But you know...Hehe.

But oh well. I guess there's never an ending to that kind of journey. And even when there is, the journey of the journey (if that makes sense?) is all that matters, not the end result. Like what people say, "You are what you're made of". But is that really true?

If you ask me, I gotta agree with that as cliché as it might sound.

So anyways...

I stumbled into this the other day. Brothers & Sisters, take a second and do take a look. It's something more of the religious side of me I guess. For those non-Muslims, also Muslims readers; it's an eye opener for me. Hope it's for you too.

It may be applied to other religions too(in a way?), if you want it to be.

Wait up till the middle part okay... 'Cause you know, sharing is caring. :)

SubhanAllah.

My Weekend.

It takes just one person to make you feel on top of the world.

It takes another to make that world crumble and fall.

Life is full of bizarre expectations.

&Some things are not to be expected.

Come what may, because I know...this too shall pass.

:)

Flabbergasted.

Apart from all the little commotion and obvious shown of confusion and sadness, I must admit, I'm pretty damn happy right now. Really happy. &I can still be 1st. :)

Babe, I thank you for that; for what you did today...

At least I am more at a peace of mind now. =)

I'll see you next week? Can't wait to!!!

xxx ;)

Harleen, I have big news. Will tell you ba, don't worry. :)

Second place.

I'm always the 2nd choice, never the 1st one.

I'm always never good enough.

'Bout time I should just accept the truth.

About time,..

:'(

You have no idea what I'm going through. :)

Dear you,

Basically what I've been doing is downloading and watching movies over and over again.. My life pretty much sucks so bad lately up until the point I feel so numb. I don't know what to do.

Now, I'm in this state of waiting for something to happen, because you know and I know... We both can't do anything about this. Mostly me. All I can do is wait.

I'm just waiting for that moment to come, and for me to fall so I can pick myself up again. Hey, listen to me. It wasn't any of your fault. I left 2 years ago, I made that mistake. You can't feel guilty for what I did, right?

I pray, with all my heart for your happiness; now and forever. InsyaAllah it's gonna turn out just fine. If it won't, time will heal baby. Time will heal.

I love you. =)

&Ohh, I accidentally downloaded this movie, "A Lot Like Love", watched it already and it turned out to be more like a lot like us. But, with you know, with a happy ending. Our ending haven't even started.

Keep that smile on your face, no more sad faces. OK? :)


From,
me ♥

Seven pounds.

I just finished watching Seven Pounds. Clare recommended it and told me it's a good movie. I've had the movie in my laptop since last year which I got it from Chris. (aww, I miss Chris. & I miss you too, Clare)

Anyhoo...

Finally took the liberty of my time and sat down to watch it.



Turns out I had missed a lot by not watching this movie so much earlier on when I had it with me all this while.

I'd say... It's one of the most beautiful and inspiring movie I've ever watched. It's touchingly sad. =')

I have always been a Will Smith fan too, I find all his works quite marvelous. Hats off and a big clap. Great movie, you should watch it too. :)

Woot Woot!

I was in the car heading back from a cousin's wedding today, and all of a sudden I was like "Eh, it's 2010 already?" Everyone in the car started laughing. Lol. Yeah, it is 2010.

Subhannallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Akbar.

We've made it this far. ;)
Be thankful that we've made it this far. New resolutions anybody? Me? I've never really had one... I do hope every year is better than the one before. & I hope that for all of you too.

Thank you for being in my life, thank you for coloring my life. You've made me who I am today, & I've too.

So to all the people I know, Happy New Year 2010. Let's sit down, take a moment to look back at all the things we've been through; through thick and thin.

&Also, prayers to all the people I have lost in my life. Prayers to the loved ones, prayers to everybody.

Cheers!

Have a good year ahead! InsyaAllah. =)