You-tubing.

My first ever concert I went to was one of Michael Jackson's. I was such a big fan of him since God knows when!

Linking to that, I went on you tube to search for interesting videos of live performances from Michael Jackson. I stumbled into a live performance from him & Britney Spears. Two of my favourite singers; it's legendary! This was years back though, and I actually remembered watching this from the comfort of my home with the family. We're all big fans of Michael Jackson. I'm just a much more bigger fan of Britney Spears than they are. =)

I know I would have enjoyed this show more if I was actually there. LOL.

Britney Spears is so hot here.. If I'm not in the right state of mind, I would have turned bi for her. HAHA.

But, anyways. Enjoy! :D

Ohh, I've been coughing like mad lately. :O

Can you feel the heat?

Watched a movie entitled "Heat". Robert DeNiro and Al Pacino were in it. Also, Val Kilmer and a young teenage Natalie Portman. It's an old movie, but it was nice. It's about these really professional robbers. I just like the way bad boys think. LOL

"A guy told me one time,

Don't let yourself get attach to anything you are not willing to work out on 30 seconds flat if you feel the heat around the corner."

One of my favourite lines from the movie. =)
That particular line just hit me, and I was reminded of my own decisions that I may have or have not made.
Makes me think, it is true. Don't get in whatever problem you don't want to deal with in the future. But sometimes, people are too caught up in the moment, they just don't seem to care nor notice it.

Choose wisely, people!

Cheers!

What I'm feeling.

There's just too much angst within me. I would want to let it out so badly. Only if I know how...

smash smash smash KAA-BOOMM!

Won't that be easier?

SIGH.

Am I wrong to do so?

All of a sudden, I just feel like screaming. I'm so cranky right now, & I don't even know why. Maybe because of bottled up feelings? I don't know... I don't know what hit me. Everything is just so disdain right now. Everything just doesn't seem right. One thing, or the other just bother the hell out of me. This is such a hassle.

I need to.

I want to.

Can I..?

Can I just
SCREAM???


I'd die to find out what's up with me.
Exactly. Right. Now.

What a Day!

I just got back from my home town yesterday.

I went to class as usual...and I was kinda excited to see someone after class.

I did see him, we had a fight and I didn't get too excited anymore after that.

I don't know man.. I really don't know what's gonna happen.

It turned out better after that though.

Maybe we didn't really figured out what to do, but I'm glad we talked.

&I really want things to work out.

Just remember what I told you okay.

I hope it'll get better.

Interesting day I had though.

...This too shall pass...

Come down, Run down.

Happy Eid everybody! Yeah I know, I know... I'm a few weeks late, but we are still in the month of Eid,...so why not eh? =)

Was planning to take a family picture and posting it up here, but we were too busy & nobody actually remembered to take one. LOL. Raya was fun though, nonetheless.

Raya was hella fun I tell ya!

It was hectic all through the week. I went visiting with different groups of people each day. Hahah. There was the family group, the siblings, the cousins & the friends.

&Somehow in between, the friends found the opportunity to slip in some Martel. And not to mention, a lot of dates, camels & poos. HAHA.

I miss you guys. I miss everybody back home.


Moving on,...
I didn't go to prom nor the after party. I had something else going on back home at the very same time. No biggie. There's always next year eh? =)

I heard it was fun; but I had my own fun going on, so that's okayyyy. ;)

Exam's coming in less than a month. I gotta start picking up my pace & I better start reading. Fast.

Goodnight people. Happy Monday!

You have stolen My heart.

I have not been updating for a long time eh? Been busy with Raya...& assignments.

Just for the sake of updating...

Check this song out. Currently addicted to it.

&it has been on my play list non-stop. =)

AND, since I am unable to embed the video here...

Do check out the link.

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional.

You are the best one,
of the best ones. :)

Salam Eid Mubarak.

Salam Eid Mubarak, people! I'm kinda excited for Eid this year.

Just a quickie today.

Just to let you know I'm still surviving...
even after mid-terms && assignments.

But thank God, I'm done with those.

...At least for now...

Alright. I gotta go. I gotta double check my things.

My cousin's picking me up with his friend & we're driving back home. =)

See you, guys.

See you, Curtin.

Happy Holidays & Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfirti.

Ciao, ciao. ;)

Sometimes you just have to follow where LIFE takes you. ;)

I've been trying to write about something for the past few days; on every single day since my last post. But, to no avail...
Can't seem to be thinking of anything lately. Probably my mood has not kicked in yet.
&My ambiguous mind is killing me.
But anyways, give me an idea on what to talk about, people! Why do I feel so weird these few days? Heh.

Let's just be more optimistic here lah okay... Gotta stop with all these negativity...

I've been writing a lot actually. Just that when I'm halfway there I'll delete everything. Every single thing. I don't know why though. It's like as if I don't want people to read what I'm thinking. It's not like it's gonna be a huge impact on anybody or whatever, I just feel weird about writing...Which is not normal.

I probably just need some excitement. But, I don't know... Probably it's not happening anytime soon. But you know what? I think I need a time-out; or a day out being lazy with people I love & just wasting time together. I would really love that. =)

Eid is coming soon and I'm quite excited. Not till the verge of jumping around acting cuckoo while wishing everybody a happy Eid though. Not until that extent. No, not yet. ;P

I haven't been talking to a friend in a long time. So was nice talking to you, Nabil. :D

I'm looking forward for the I-Fest tomorrow being held in the new multi-purpose hall. Hope that'd be great! :))

&Looking forward to wearing my new babies! Gonna be rockin' it soon. ;)

Was supposed to be going out tonight, but someone got tipsy. &Everything was canceled. :(

Well. That's it. I'm out for now. Ciaos.

p/s: A random thought. I think stubble can be pretty hot on a guy. :)

Get to Know me better,

Shi Yi tagged me, and since Valerie posted it in her blog, I might as well do the same. :P

Though, I'm not so sure if it does really say the right thing about me. Do you? ;)

Anyways... I got this from Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Just to fill in the time. :)