That happy/sad feeling.

I've started packing things to bring back to Miri. I'm leaving for campus in approximately 3 or maybe 4 more days. It's already almost 3 months. Damn.

Been behaving in a lethargic manner nowadays. It's unhealthy for me I know.

Nevertheless, I'll see all of you on the other side!

Good day,..

Now...let me continue my packing.

;)

Happy Chinese New Year 2010!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

It's the year of the tiger! Rawrrr! LOL.

Though...

I'm sad for not going back to celebrate this new year with the family.

Pity mama there's too much stuff going on at home she can't go back..

Kung kung!!! Next year okayy! I miss you! I love you!

So sad...I actually shed a few tears while watching the fireworks from afar. Damn. :(

Of relationships, complications & you...

Sometimes we are too busy to notice our surrounding, we keep this fast pace in our lives so we can catch up with almost everything. Sometimes we don't notice the little details that makes the whole picture perfect. Sometimes we go so fast we tend to leave out words.

Sometimes words...tend to slip out of our mouths...

Without mutual understanding, it can create chaos. I'm just a girl; asking for you to understand me. I'm trying really hard right here. &Most of all, I love you.

Sometimes, we just forgot to stop...And smell the flowers.

I'm sorry.

Talking about needs.

All of a sudden I'm having this urge of having pet cats. Or to be more precise, just a cat. I miss having cats I can play with or even talk to every time I feel like it. They don't complain like humans do so it's always a plus. It's more of a plus because humans too need listeners once in awhile.

But you know after thinking it over and over again, although it's cute to have a cute pet but maybe it's not such a good idea. Since I'll be away for campus and there won't be anybody that would take care of my cat(if I would actually have one)voluntarily.

And of course, after all the hamsters I used to have that died on me...and also my sisters. Maybe it really is not a good idea. I even had a hamster that ran away from it's cage. Was found a week after, then gone again a few days after that. Take note though, I wasn't the one taking care of them, I was in Uni. LOL. Still I feel sorry for them.

Aaah... Alright.

Let's just get down to business and let me tell you what I really want...

I really want to get this out of my chest.

Actually,

..........I really want satays. LOL.

Yes.....satays. :)

Open Your Eyes.

Oh yes, my holiday is coming to an end. Real soon. I still haven't started my journey of finding myself though. LOL. Though I did find a part of me. In somebody else. :)

You know what, I just noticed something. I've been behaving in this mundane-kind-of-behavior lately. It's a good start for a new version of me. 'Cause you gotta admit, getting excited at almost anything can be a little dull, not to say annoying(and bothers the hell out of me in a way)sometimes. Not that I'm saying it's not fun to do so. But you know...Hehe.

But oh well. I guess there's never an ending to that kind of journey. And even when there is, the journey of the journey (if that makes sense?) is all that matters, not the end result. Like what people say, "You are what you're made of". But is that really true?

If you ask me, I gotta agree with that as cliché as it might sound.

So anyways...

I stumbled into this the other day. Brothers & Sisters, take a second and do take a look. It's something more of the religious side of me I guess. For those non-Muslims, also Muslims readers; it's an eye opener for me. Hope it's for you too.

It may be applied to other religions too(in a way?), if you want it to be.

Wait up till the middle part okay... 'Cause you know, sharing is caring. :)

SubhanAllah.